Trying it live a pretty life in Canada's "Most Dangerous City"

Yup. I’ll beat those demons.

Yup. I’ll beat those demons.

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Night shifts, depressive episodes, and gloomy weather don’t mix 😓

Sorry my text-fu failed you today :(

Totally not your fault. I let myself down today too. Tried to pump myself up to taking the bus and I let the fear get in the way.


Night shifts, depressive episodes, and gloomy weather don’t mix 😓



I like drinking tea alone, and reading alone.

I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone.

It gives me time to think, and set my mind free.

I like eating alone, and listening to music alone.

But when I see a mother with her child;

A girl with her lover;

Or a friend laughing with their best friend;

I realize that even though I like being alone

I don’t fancy being lonely.

after 3+ years on tumblr this is still the most relevant accurate thing i’ve ever seen

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Working night shift tonight with a girl named Tiffany. Funny thing is, is that she looks like the singer Tiffany when I was growing up.
Shift is pretty boring tonight. She’s watching tv on the computer and I’m almost done my book. I’m reading Miss Peregrine’s Home For Peculiar Children. It’s not what I expected, but it’s pretty good.


I’m standing in the line up at Save On this afternoon and an older lady taps me on the shoulder and says, If I had bumped into you, you would have knocked me back.” SERIOUSLY!
My happy “I just reached my first short term weight loss goal” feeling is now shatter.


My conversation with my best friend. She doesn’t know I’m surprising her with me for her birthday in 19 days!

Ohhh… You put fresh sheets on your bed?!

Ohhh… You put fresh sheets on your bed?!


Today at work my cell falls out of my scrub pants somehow (I have no clue how). I complain out loud “my pants are too friggin big!” Coworker says “well I guess you’ll have to stop losing weight”. I thought “say the fuck what?!” No way am I going back to where I was. Exhausted, grumpy, and frumpy. I’m liking the look of the new me.